Lets support mySelf

Lets support mySelf!

What do I mean when I say: Lets support myself?

When in the shower this morning questions came. What is it that I really look for in Life? What am I to do now?I feel stuck or insecure, what should I do? What is it I truly need from and for myself?

This year I am going through a very turbulent time at 40 years of age. Starting from zero. Having to comb through 'myself', my habits, my fears,my wishes and my tears to redefine my Life completely.

What íf I can start over? Letting go of all my idea’s and also the fears about idea’s I think others have about me.

A clean slate within me. Outside still the same! Within blanco, nada, nothing,clean as white canvas.

What would I do? What would I need? What do I want?

The only good answer hit me this morning, when the warm water washed away my fears and sorrows: Lets support mySelf!

Instead of supporting ideas and/or supporting other people’s ideas, or supporting habits, fears and beliefs….Let I just only, support mySelf!

One step at the time. No distractions. Giving every moment of time in support of mySelf. .

But how can I do that, you may ask?

With one simple question:

Where am I?

Here.

Good let us start here then.

I am here for me. I listen to me. I love me. I support me. I feel me.

Here in the middle of life, I support my Self.

From this little decision only good can come and wíll spread through all of life surrounding me. Immediately!

What an insight, what a gift. To support myself first.

What a wonderful start to start over.

It doesn’t matter where you are and what situation you are in, the most important and most fruitful thing to be and to do in this moment is always to support yourself.

May you be afraid of forgetting... A little bracelet, a post-it or painted ring can help you throughout the day. It can help you remember.

Where am I? Here I am. I am here for me, to support mySelf.